okay – so i fxcking need a haircut!
the self esteem seems to be slipping away from me…
got me stuck in the house thinking everybody can still see through my window and laugh…
you folks know i got the self esteem of a porn star.
as a matter of fact i think today i will wear a speedo and head to the intersection of wilshire & vermont and stop traffic.
but i still need a haircut!
so today is just beginning for me @ 4:00pm.
i’ve been bullshxtting all day – procrastinating on my shower.
now don’t get me fxcked up or anything.
i know how to appreciate a shower – but i just haven’t been motivated today yet!
but i’m going in there in a sec.
and…i usually cut my own hair, but i need the back faded now, and i can’t do that myself. and if i could, i’d refuse.
in an hour i can be found on wilshire @ wasabi with whoever wants to join me for $1.00 happy hour sushi.
i got a pocket full of legal tender and a hunger for yellow tail and spicy tuna.
lets get it!
my little sister turned 18 today which makes me feel really old.
i think i missed her teen years for the most part.
what’s next for her?
what’s next for me?
i turn 30 when she turns 21
it’ll be a happy year for us both.
i think i’ll be pretty glad to see such an old age. lol.
i remember when i turned 24, all i’d keep thinking was:
damn…biggie was 24 when he died.
but when i was 13 – 24 seemed old as fxck.
i look forward to old age because i know i’ve accomplished so much – my age will be measured in achievements. not many people can say that. i know TOO MANY 25+ year olds that have done absolutely nothing they’re proud of – excpet maybe graduating college…
but even dummies graduate college.
before i jump in this shower, let me say this: