way to go god! way to go.


there are those sleeping.

and i am sort of beefing because i have began to care about such a situation. i have too many friends who are very very talented, calling themselves writers, actors, dancers, singers, etc… but in real life they are mcdonalds employees or working third shift cleaning up urinal stains and dusting photos in some mogul’s office.

they are not that which they hoped to be over morning’s breakfast. they are they THAT that they have becoming. the cleaners and servers.

and please please please do not misinterpret what i say: i am not calling these friends of mine ‘losers’ or anything of the sort. i am simply trying to teach people that life is not about simply giving yourself a title and hoping it becomes real.

there are those who work hard at mcdonald’s – but after work they hit the studio, or the park or the desk and get those achievements out! those who have learned the hustle.

i call myself a writer. i am a writer. i don’t know how to be anything else.
i’ve been a writer since i was 5 and inspired by a story rudy huxtable wrote.
mine was better.
i am a writer.
i have self published two of my own works, and been featured in other publications.
i’ve had speeches read by higher-ups and had tears drop when the curtains closed at the stage play i wrote and co-produced.

that is what i do. i write.

it’s what keeps me alive.

i know to many people who are merely existing in this world – with nothing but a title.

DO IT!

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to describe how i feel having completed my first film, would be pointless because you still wouldn’t understand the GOOD in it all.
and i’ve have many dreams happen:
*my son is an arrogant genius (i love it)
*i have two books.
*multiple degrees and certificates.
*list goes on…and on…

but this is something else.
i guess even through the BS howard university put me through, everything worked out perfectly.
god thinks he’s slick – but i caught on.
way to go god! way to go!

“make me good god – but not yet”

(that one was for j-to-the-ill)

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and it’s sunday…
and everything fits into place, as it should on sundays.

there’s a peace that exists even in times of war.
darfur must have known such sundays.

at 85%


and we’re now operating at 85%.
if it wasn’t for me going through the ugly phase with the hair, we’d be at 100%.
but 85% is good.
especially when 100% of average people operate at 60%.
hahahaha

luckily i’m not average.
“i ain’t no ordinary n*.
look around – this ain’t what ordinary getcha” – hov

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so i got the clippers, and went to work.
nothing big, but i had to shape myself up and get rid of the whiskers growing under my nose.
not really my style at all.

plus it doesn’t go well with my esteem.
in about two weeks, though, i will be at 98% and shxt will be great.


so i showered – exfoliated – lotioned – and sprayed a little cologne on before hitting the spot.
and i sat down on the foot of the ikea bed and thought to myself:

self, you need a new wardrobe by october.
something different – something NOT YOU.
try it for a week – if it works, stick with it.
if it doesn’t work, donate the clothes to the boy on campus who used to be a girl.

so now, i’m playing with a few ideas for the new me.
and i’m kinda hiring a personal buyer, and dresser. (is that what they are called?)

well, @knonchalant1911 is my fashion guru, so as long as he stays on his shit, i will only need a local buyer that will work directly with him. email me your resume. serious business.

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okay – so many of you know i’m working on my FINAL degree (the terminal degree) – and i’ve been questioning exactly what it is i want to do with it when i’m finished.

mind you, i didn’t stay in school this long to learn ANYTHING.
i learned in elementary school that school teaches us nothing. we must learn what we want to know on our own.
and or parents should be well informed on the rest.

i came to school because this is what you do when you want people to take you serious.
this is also the reason i became a minister.
YES, a minister. strange, huh?

well – i think i will put this degree to work.
carry on what cornel and mike started. feel me?

aside from building the school i already have in the works.
http://www.darnellwalker.com/project.htm

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now let’s talk about the ignorant folks:

someone actually got pissed off at me because i said i don’t watch nor do i support anything tyler perry or bet does.
of course the real reason they were mad is because their parents have conditioned them to believe that ignorance is bliss.

how to tell if you are ignorant:
*you love BET & tyler perry.
*you read slow.
*your email address is: limegreenskittlekindabytch@yahoo.com
*your childrens’ names have the letters “QU” in it, and it ends with “IUS”
*you’re reading this blog and sipping on a strawberry/kiwi drink. (lol)

and the list goes on.

but…yes…someone got mad at me for being educated, and not supporting the dumbing down of society.
but if we were all smart, who would work the counter at the liquor stores and mcdonalds i frequent.
who would keep the government busy processing welfare checks?

keep ignorance alive!

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and let me end on this note:
spaceships don’t come equipped with rearview mirrors.

walking tall – and…


rule number one: do not under any circumstances go to a romantic film with an old flame. you end up with regrets and a hard d*ck before the film is over. and god forbid someone dies in the end – then you’re left consoling as though her dog died.

so i ended up talking to allah and he said that it may not be a good idea to break my fast, so i waited til 7:37pm to eat. well, i broke it on mcdonalds. swiss mushroom angus burner. i should have gotten the southern style chicken sandwich. but apparently jesus paid it all, so i took what would fill me up – and a sweet tea. praise somebody.

and then there was the classic line: you know i haven’t been with anyone since you and i were together.
in real life, though, i don’t know that to be a fact. and i can’t call her a liar – but it just seems hard to believe given two things:

1. the place we met.
2. she got a banging little body – and the glasses she rock are the business around her eyes. not really sure what it is – but they just seem to work.

so i replied: ‘oh ok.’ and the subject was changed.

but in the end i remember her being too sensitive and me not really giving a shxt – so it didn’t work out. and it won’t work out now. so we parted ways with a high five after my method of transportation arrived.

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oh…motherfxck!!!

i took a nap today.
i hate sleep and i REALLY hate naps. they were a waste of time.
but i was tired.
so i got me a 15 minute nap before jumping the path train to christopher street – then the 1 to times square.

was going to meet @knonchalant1911 but that was all bad because we are both poor apparently.
so i stood around daydreaming about BBQ’s.

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will it rain this weekend?

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exiting the premises with this:
butch lesbians should not get into the club free on ladies night.
fxck that!

weak me


and so i figure if i mention my success – i must also mention my faliure.

well, it’s not a failure at this very moment, but it may be soon after this blog is published.
i am hungry – tired – and starving. lol.
i am going to break my fast early.

sun down is at 7:30-ish
but i may not make it. i think around 12 it will become null and void, and i will be praying forgiveness, but won’t be expecting it.
it happens, i guess.

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so i’m watching frasier right now thinking about applying for this $10,000/2000 word scholarship.
i think i shall create a few lines and pages about something and see how that turns out.

on a side note: some more fxckery has taken place at the great howard university.
not even worth talking about right now – just know it’s crazy and i don’t recommend the school to anyone.

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on an entertainment note: i can’t wait for the jay-z and plies album to drop.
not a collective. two separate albums.

i think plies is one of my favorite artists. as long as you dont judge me for it, i’m cool.
because the truth is i do give a shit about what people think about me.
i am THAT insecure – but it’s okay though.
you love me, don’t you?

eff that. i don’t really care.
just giving my two haters a little quote to use in their blogs.

but fxck yea!
that plies is going to be the truth.
and although my education doesn’t allow me to converse with the ignorant, it does allow me to listen to the music the ignorant listen to, and i know that plies isn’t as ignorant as he claims, so his hustle is ALMOST 100% respected by me.

“i play dumb, homie, but never been a fool”

and i don’t even think i need to bring up jay-z any further, right?

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one last topic for the moment: relationships.

the summer is coming to a close.
the relationship season is approaching and everyone will be bunned up tight.

here’s the general game plan:

*sept. 15 – oct. 30: flirt, link up casually, 3 dates (and a little sex).
*oct.31 – december 16: date for real for real – semi exclusively (cutting loose the others)
*dec 17 – march 7: date date date sex sex sex relationship (meeting parents, hanging with friends and their mates)
*march 7 – sept 14: break up for the summer of freedom and skin showing. (no one needs to be held in the summer)

and there you have it folks.
make it happen – do it big!

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and when all else fails:
(warning: contains adult material)

ladies: CLICK HERE

fellas: CLICK HERE

(i told you it was adult material)

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remember:
it’s easy to find a needle in a haystack.
you just need to be willing to look through the stack straw by straw.

day two: chinese bus


i want to be mentioned in the same breath as cornel west, michael eric dyson & jesus.

is that too much to ask?
i don’t think so. so i’m securing a future and creating havoc every change i get.
people don’t talk until you really piss them off.
so that’s what i do.
“the money’s not really worth it. i’m pissing you off on purpose.”

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my plan today was to break my fast with oxtails, rice&peas, and salad…
but lo and behold it was two filet of fish sandwiches and a large axx fry.

inshallah tomorrow’s meal will be better.

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i want to get a spot by the beach where everything will be irie.
one day.

right now i’ll settle for a cheap cruise with tons of fun with jill as we drink big (well, i drink big) and try not to fall over the edge.

let’s get it, J-to-the-ill.

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so i got off the chinese bus today and began my trek from times square to newark. before i could get to 39th and 7th i was dead out of breath. people here know how to WALK.

and i had a heavy axx backpack and a roller bag – not cool.
but i made it.

new york is fxcking sexy.
in 3 blocks i walked by models, bad odors, skyscrapers, and hustlers – and i loved every second.

and i rocked my ‘i heart new york’ shirt as though i never lived here.
i rocked out with my cock out plenty of times on 142nd and lenox…
left a few footprints around west 4 in jazz lounges and barnes and noble.

and now i’m back falling in love all over again.
but i have goals to accomplish elsewhere…
so new york, i will be back in a few.

okay?

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people – i will get at you…
it’s picture taking time…

day one


so today i fell asleep as soon as i put my head against the seat. no problem.
but when i opened my eyes an hour later, i noticed we were still sitting on the runway.
what the heck was that about?
so not only was i sitting on a hot plane for an hour, but i was also an hour late arriving east.

the west just can’t seem to get it together.

but i made the escape.
and here i am now – in DC.

i shoulda been in NYC right now, but i will be there tomorrow by 5 – no problem.

new york city plans:
*write a new piece in central park
*eat at BBQ’s
*kick it with the mandatory circles
*meeting meeting meeting
*make some major life decisions
*shake hands with at least 5 multi-millionaires

and i will be on the chinatown bus by 2 tomorrow!
woo!

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i’m working on my new york state of mind.

thursday morning before anything can begin i will be going to sit in my old chair in the barbershop and working on my east coast look – stay tuned for the pictures folks.

so tomorrow i will find that place where no footprint has been – and stomp.

stay tuned.

…on a jet plane


i don’t know if janis joplin or mos def said it better, but – i’m leaving on a jet plane – i don’t know when i’ll be back again.

and i have a million thoughts racing through my head:
*what will be the first thing i see that makes me feel at home?
*who will i hug hardest and longer?
*who will cry upon my arrival?

and a few other things.

i decided tonight while sitting on the train that i need to be important.
well – i actually decided that a long time ago. but this time i mean truly important.
i want people to ask: what would “keeping-jones” do?

i’ll be the new jesus of sorts.
oh well – i’ll focus on that later – first i must tame the civil unrest on my other planet.

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Ramadan began on the 22nd.
the first three days for me are always the hardest.
tomorrow makes day 4 – and things are going.
it’s in moments like these where God can be found.
it takes discipline – and in return for my discipline i recieve great things from GOD.

i woke up at 6am to get things squared away with some unreliable folks – and havent been to sleep yet.
which also means i was up for a very long time with no food or beverage.
craziness.
sundown was 7:29pm here in LA, and i had two kit kat bars.

but in return for that discipline allah saw to it that my film was completed with the help of some great folks at alpha and omega films – and many more great things to come.

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i’m standing in the kitchen at drew and dom’s spot about to head out, and no one is here to see me off.

jeff, drew and dom:
you guys have fun in my absense and we shall connect soon.

do it big!

live it up!