in this dumbed down society of idiots – i have become king. i’ve learned to sit quietly among the unknowing while they watch wendy and tyler with no complaints – but smiles. i’ve attempted to explain racism and the construction of race to the tube slaves, but no one listens – so i stop explaining.
right now i’m reading sapphire’s “push” and i want to feel sorry for precious. i see precious in many of the folks i know. they aren’t getting fucked by their fathers and felt up by their mothers -probably- but they are blind deaf dumb – ignorant.
they haven’t taken the necessary time to learn to read above an acceptable level.
my friend killed herself. it wasn’t that bad. she swings from her patio like a chime – but there is no music. she hang there like italian meats. and i can deal with that. i’ve had friends do it before. the part that bothers me is her lack of a letter and her kids – the oldest being ten – finding her playing her muted melodies to the trees.
i will finish this one with a quote from marlo stanfield:
‘a crown ain’t worth much if the n**** wearing it keep gettin’ his shit took.’